update..

hi..
it has been a super duper long time since i last updated my blog..
so far, i m fine with my studies..
struggling a little with my relationship..
am still single..
and i have new hobby..
in-car entertainment,High-end type of system..
it just feel so calm and peaceful when listening to great music..
and i have learnt that a great music listening is to have a balance in every aspect..
the tone,the instrument,the vocal,the bass,background singer must be balance..
and that is a great music or audiophile grade music..

the old you...

i miss the old you...

i really miss the old you..

i know u moved on and be the new you..

but, i am still here, stuck in the old me and hard to moved on..

i am trying hard to moved on..i know i will. But, i am not sure how long it will be..\

you have brings a lot to me..

you show me, how wonderful the world is...

you show me, i am not alone in this world..

you show me, i am in love with the world.. 

but, in the end..

the friendship that we build together collapse..

it is hard to build a great friendship. but, it only took 3 second to destroy..what is permanent is the feeling..

i miss the old u...

The Enchanted

written the synopsis of the movie as a task given by my English tutor,Ms. Sharron


the Enchanted is a movie of young beautiful lady named Giselle from the kingdom of Andalasia who have a dream to marry prince Edward. She hand made a statue of the prince. Giselle at the beginning of the movie stayed in the forest inside a cottage. before he could marry the charming prince Edward, she was sent through a magical well by the old lady who was prince Edward stepmother. Than, she find herself in the non animated, enchanted world of modern New York city. There, she met a lawyer named Robert who is not sure when is that prince Edward would come to save Giselle. She always sing while she waits for the rescue from the prince. But, she's about to discover that love in the real world is not always as easy as sharing a single True Love's Kiss as she will need courage, spunk and maybe just a little enchantment if she's ever going to find her own happiness. at last, she marry  the lawyer n not the prince because she still believe in the True Love kiss belief.

The summarry from me…

It strange to be formal in a blog.
But, an order is still an order…

continue...

hai guys.. here i am again to tell all of my fellow friend out there my new life here..

first of all...

1 month,i started my new life here in kuching..

taking early childhood education as my life changer seem to be easy at the beginning..

but as time passed..i have learnt that early childhood is not all about academic,it is also about how i m going to present myself in front of those early childhood-ers... it mean,my outlook,my behaviour will be measured to know how good m i to be a teacher...

seriously, it is kind of hard for me...

this is because,i m known as a crazy among my friends..

but that is ok...

it is among my friend but it is the other way round if i m with the children...hahaha...

arghhh....

i m trying to swallow it slowly n hope tat in this 2 years time...i will be able to become sober n be a really good role model to my future student...hahaha...

just pray for me k...

apart from tat...

my life here have been great..

enough food to consume...

have a mattress to bcome my company at night...

have a motorbike to travel around...i do hope i can install an umbrella on it....haha

tat is all for now...

m scared tat u all out ther get bored reading it...haha

will update soon....

new environment..

since the major soul modification thingy..

n here i m now..

in Kuching..

taking Diploma in Early Childhood Education in UniTar..

new environment

new friends

new lecturers

erm..everything is new here...

that all for this time being..

will update soon...

Things girls don't realize....
1. Guys are more emotional than you think, if they loved you at one point, it'll take them a lot longer than you think to let you go, and it hurts every second that they try.
2. Guys may be flirting around all day, but before they go to sleep, they always think about the girl they truly care about.
3. Guys go crazy over a girl's smile.
4. Guys will do anything just to get you to notice him.

5. Guys hate it when you talk about your ex-boyfriend or ex love-interest. Unless they're going for the let-her-complain-to-you-and-then-have-her-realize-how-wonderful-and-nice-you-are method.
6. A guy who likes you wants to be the only guy you talk to.
7. Boyfriends need to be reassured often that they're still loved.
8. Guys don't care how gorgeous you are, if you're a bitch Goodbye.
9. Giving a guy a hanging message like 'You know what?!..uh...nevermind..' would make him jump to a conclusion that is far from what you are thinking. And he'll assume he did something wrong and he'll obsess about it trying to figure it out.
10. Girls are guys' weaknesses.
11. Guys are very open about themselves.
12. If a guy tells you about his problems, he just needs someone to listen to him. You don't need to give advice.
13. A usual act that proves that the guy likes you is when he teases you.
14. Guys love you more than you love them.
15. Guys use words like hot or cute to describe girls. They rarely use beautiful or gorgeous. If a guy uses that, he loves you or likes you a whole hell of a lot.
16. No matter how much guys talk about butts and boobs, personality is key.
17. Guys worry about the thin line between being compassionate and being whipped.
18. Guys think WAY too much. One small thing a girl does, even if she doesn't notice it can make the guy think about it for hours, trying to figure out what it meant.
19. If the guy does something stupid in front of the girl, he will think about it for the next couple days or until the next time he spends time with the girl.
20. If a guy looks unusually calm and laid back, he's probably faking it and is spazzing inside.
21. When a guy says he is going crazy about the girl, he really is. Guys rarely say that.
22. When a guy asks you to leave him alone, he's just actually saying, 'Please come and listen to me.'

23. ,b>If a guy starts to talk seriously, listen to him. It doesn't happen that often, so when it does, you know something's up.
24. When a guy tells you that you are beautiful, don't say you aren't. It makes them want to stop telling you because they don't want you to disagree with them.
25. When a guy looks at you for longer than a second, he's definitely thinking something.
26. A guy has more problems than you can see with your naked eyes.
27. Don't be a snob. Guys can be intimidated and give up easily.
28. Guys talk about girls more than girls talk about guys.
29. Guys really think that girls are strange and have unpredictable decisions and are MAD confusing but somehow are drawn even more to them.
30. A guy would give his right nut to be able to read a girl's mind for a day.
31. No guy can handle all his problems on his own. He's just too stubborn to admit it.
32. Not all guys are jerks. Just because ONE is a jackass doesn't mean he represents ALL of them.

33. They love it when girls talk about their boobs. haha it's true..
34. When a guy hits your butt it means that he wants you sexually
35. Even if they refuse it all guys are ticklish on the ribs.
36. Guys love neck rubs and if he lets you keep doing it ..it means that he really likes you or his neck really hurts.
37. When a guy sacrifices his sleep and health just to be with you, he really likes you and wants to be with you as much as possible.

38. Even if you dump a guy months ago and he loved you he probably still does and if he had one wish it would be you to come back into his life.