can sumbody tell me who i m....
this is the worse decision i have to make in my life now...
to continue or to stop n change the dream of my parent that i try to pursue...
i know i have disappointed a lot of people surrounding me especially my mom n dad..
i know i have disappointed my sister...
i know i have disappointed all my BFF...u know who u are,n i want u to know tat i love u all so much!!!!Xox0
i need a break for myself now n think real deep on wat i m doing...
maybe,business is not my stuff...
but,i TRIED...
my father has been giving me chances one after another..
i know he wanted me to finish my foundation badly..
he didn't tell,but i know he is...
i just cant take things for granted anymore...
i take everything in my life easily...
everything...everything is easy to me..
it seem to be tat i own the world..
i just cant afford to see the tears on my mom cheek anymore...
n i know i hurt her so much..
m so sorry my mom...
i just cant afford to see the cool expression of my dad that he seem to be hiding his sadness n i know i have disappointed him one after another...
m so sorry my dad...
my tears fall n my heart hurt real bad when i type this n i know the pain that my mom withstand is 1o time greater than mine...
m so SORRY.....
m so speechless...
m so lost...
i just wanna go home....
signing off with TEARS..........................

dear cousin....
ReplyDeleteu shud take a break....
try to do some soul searching and calm urself down....
i know it is hard to realise how much v have hurt our parents when we do not intend to....
i know it is hard to see them hurt and nvr show their sadness towards us....
this is the time to be alone and do some meditation and soul searching.....
i pray that you come to realise your true potential and purpose....
i pray you all the happiness in the world.....
i pray that you will be who you are cut out to be....
i pray that you remain true to yourself and be ARDI always...
hugs and kisses...
ur cousin....